PCOS - check. Infertility - check. IVF - check. 43 years young - check. Sick of babydust - fricking double check. Join a Scottish infertile as she slowly swirls down the plughole. Now with added donor egg flava.
Still alive as I am breathing.
posted by Pamplemousse @ 12:00 PM
Where to begin? 44, TTC for decades, two tries at IVF with my own eggs crashed and burnt before transfer, got PCOS and buggered tubes. First try with a known egg donor ended in an ectopic pregnancy, second try in Capetown was a bust, third go in October 2007 was a total disaster. I am ready, willing and able to talk trash about celebs, discuss gardening, moan about the UK and our crap weather and generally try to make it to the end of the working week without killing anyone. Nice cup of tea?
46 Comments:
I am so sorry for what you're going through, P. I'm thinking of you.
OMG. Its like Millie all over again! Please consider having the surgery...I've never been so happy to have my tubes gone, as I am right now. I swear you won't regret it. Wishing I was there to give you a hug. So sorry...
I wish I could do something to take the pain away from you. I wish I could wave a wand and make it all better.
My heart is with you.
Oh Ms. P., I am so sorry you have to go through this crap. I truly am. Your body just doesn't know what's going on...keep us posted.
Poor, poor you. I'm so sorry, and I have no idea what to say. Just thinking of you so much.
I'm thinking of you and hoping this gets sorted out soon. It all sounds so scary. Hang in there.
Oh babe. I'm so so sorry. This sucks. Oh babe. I'm going to have a cry now too. Just not fair. I'm thinking of you. You know that.
Thanks for letting us know. We're all thinking of you.
*hugs*
What is your doctor doing? I would think the ectopic would have been through surgery by now. I'm sorry if I am painfully oblivious.
Still thinking of you and wishing this were easier.
Oh dear P, thanks for updating and letting us now you are alive, but I'm so worried for you with your rising HCG. So sorry you're still enduring such crap.
Dear Pamplemousse, I'm so terribly sorry. It's completely awful that even the worst things can't be easy. Take care of yourself as best you can. Wishing I could do more.
Pamplemousse - there's nothing to say except this is so unfair and I am thinking of you.
I am so sorry this is still progressing. Can't they do a quick laparascopic procedure since your ectopic is ovarian? This is so dangerous and emotionally overwhelming for you. My thoughts are with you.
Oh goodness I'm so sorry. I can't believe this is still going on! Hoping they start to intervene more radically now. Do you need us to nag your doctors?
Thinking about you and I am sorry that you are still going through this. I hope it will be over soon so that you can start to heal.
I am so, so sorry. This is just so fucked. I wish you every happiness, and that you one day have your child. I'm really upset for you. Not fair.
I am thinking of you, and am trying not to worry based on Millie's experience. Sorry if you've already done this, but please get pushy with the doctors? I hope they are taking good care of you.
I'm so sorry you are going through all of this. I hope it gets resolved quickly.
You're in my thoughts.
Pamplemousse I am so very sorry. God sometimes life is just all wrong.
I am so sorry you are going through this. I wish there was something I could do. I hope things get better. What is your doc doing?
I'm sorry things haven't resolved by now. Thinking of you.
Oh sweetpea this is awful. I'm so sorry that you are in this hell.
Alchemilla
I am so, so sorry. I'm thinking of you so much. I wish I could do more.
Thank you for the update. I confess I was a little worried, as were many others I'm sure.
Today, someone told me I should be patient. Someone who should know better. I won't tell you anything of the sort.
I wish you strength, both physical and emotional. I hope this nightmare is over soon.
Oh you poor love, I'm so sorry that you are having to endure such pain, both physical and emotional and everything in between.
Thinking of you....
What does your doctor say? He's just going to leave you be unless something horrible happens? That's not going to fly with this group.
I hope you'll be okay, my dear. Hang in there. I wish I could take away the pain.
I'm so sorry. Thinking of you...
I am so sorry Ms. P. The loss shouldn't have to drag out like this. Hang in there, and I'll pray it's over soon so you can start feeling like you again.
Sorry that this is still going on.
Take care.
Dear Pamplemousse, I'm so sorry that pain is being heaped upon pain. May this horrible nightmare end soon.
Sending much love from across the Channel.
I am so sorry this is dragging on for you, as well. I hope you wake from the nightmare soon.
I am just so very sorry. Thinking of you and Mr. P during this heartbreaking time.
OMG, that was heart breaking to read. I am so so so very sorry that you are going through this hell. I'm thinking of you each and every single day.
I am so sorry that you're still going through this. I hope that it is over soon, without too much more pain, physical or mental. Thinking of you!
Still thinking of you today and hope that you are doing OK. There isn't much more I can say except that I send lots of love your way.
Bloodyhell... Oh, darling P... I'm so so sorry...
As much as I wanted this to work out for you... is how much I now want this to be over.
Much love.
Horrible stuff my dear. I hope your pain subsides.
So sorry. will be thinking of you...
I'm sorry for this on top of everything that went before. I hope you are feeling bettersoon.. there is much love for you out here in the world.. Take care.
I'm so sorry. So very sorry.
Bonnie.
I'm so sorry this is being so dragged out. It's beyond horrible, and I hope it's ending as I write this.
Oh my dear. I'm so sorry. I'm sending you all the love and prayers and good feelings I can.
xo
I'm, so sorry dear Pamplemousse, so sorry.
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