Pamplemousse

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Thursday, May 25, 2006

Stll Nothing To See

But I did pee on a stick and it was negative. At 12dp2dt.

My clinic wants me to do one more on Saturday for a final hurrah. Fuckers.

My famous sense of humour has left the building.

50 Comments:

At 11:27 AM, Anonymous annmarie said...

OK...let's be calm and rational... It IS possible for your beta to be too low for the test to see. But my first reaction is a very anfry and robust "Goddamn it." I am so sorry if this is the way it turns out on Saturday. I am hoping for a twist to this saga...

 
At 12:01 PM, Anonymous T said...

Words are so craptastically inadequate. I'm so sorry. Fuck, fuck, fuck. And shit.

 
At 12:37 PM, Anonymous Lynnette said...

Fuck. See your e. Fuck again.

 
At 12:42 PM, Anonymous Carrie P said...

I'm so sorry to hear this.

 
At 1:32 PM, Anonymous Jenn said...

I'm sorry :(

 
At 1:54 PM, Blogger fisher queen said...

I'm sorry too. I'm hoping hard it's just too early.

 
At 2:30 PM, Blogger chris said...

Well, of course, I'm still hoping.

Take care.

 
At 2:41 PM, Blogger zhl said...

I'm so sorry, P. Still have everything crossed for you.

 
At 2:47 PM, Anonymous amanda said...

No, no, no! Shit. I'm so very sorry.

 
At 2:47 PM, Blogger DD said...

I know it's bad when you admit you've lost your humor, but when I am at a loss for words...well, that's just suckage.

 
At 2:58 PM, Blogger Sarah said...

Oh no, that just sucks. I am so sorry. Let's hope it is just a bit early. Take care.

 
At 3:24 PM, Blogger Nico said...

Oh, P, I am so sorry. You have waited so long for this, it is just not fucking fair. Shit.

 
At 3:26 PM, Blogger Millie said...

I've already used way too many curses in my email to you. I don't want to offend your delicate ears.

I'm so very, very sorry.

 
At 3:39 PM, Anonymous pixi said...

Oh, I just don't want to believe it. I'm so sorry, P.

 
At 4:04 PM, Blogger WonderMama said...

Fucking hell.
I'm sorry P.

 
At 4:25 PM, Blogger Thalia said...

Shit. I'm so so sorry. That really is awful awful news. Damn. Damn.

 
At 4:38 PM, Blogger art-sweet said...

Crapitty crap crap crap tap dancing on a hot crap roof.

I'm so sorry P.

Many warm hugs are flying in your direction.

 
At 4:42 PM, Anonymous Lori said...

I'm so sorry. This is just the pits.

 
At 4:57 PM, Anonymous Kath said...

Dear Pamplemousse, I'm so very sorry. Fuck.

 
At 5:34 PM, Blogger Kris said...

How awful and shitty. I'm so so so sorry.

 
At 5:38 PM, Anonymous alex/Infertile gourmet said...

Damn....just damn. I am sorry.

 
At 5:41 PM, Blogger sube said...

Aw crap. This isn't the way it was supposed to go. I'm so so sorry.

 
At 5:50 PM, Blogger Mellie said...

No! No! No! I'm so incredibly sorry, Pamplemousse. G-d damn it. We all wanted this to be it for you. F*ck.

Do take care of yourself. Sending you a big cyberhug.

 
At 6:22 PM, Anonymous mm said...

Oh fucking cocksucker shitola. I'm so damn sorry.

 
At 6:24 PM, Blogger Anna said...

i''m still hoping it's just too early. Are they going to do a beta or is it just pee sticks? everything is crossed for you. All the best wishes for you. !!!

 
At 6:34 PM, Blogger Lut C. said...

DingDong.

Who is it?

Denial delivery boy!

What a devastating blow. I'm so sorry.
Secretly, I'm wishing it was still too early. Is that hopelessly naive of me?

 
At 6:39 PM, Blogger Ornery said...

Damnit. I'm so sorry. Damnit, damnit.

 
At 6:55 PM, Blogger Katie (WannaBeMom) said...

You know how I feel about this. I'm going to secretly hope the stick on Saturday is different. Partner and I are BOTH bear-hugging from here.

 
At 8:06 PM, Blogger Demeter said...

Ditto as above! Damnit Pampelmouse! I hate those POAS. I hope it is wrong and you are a latecommer. Please let it be a BFP!!! Hoping, wishing, cheering for you!
It is not over yet!

 
At 8:47 PM, Blogger Sue said...

I'm not giving up on you yet! Hang tight - it's not over.

 
At 8:54 PM, Blogger Beagle said...

They say misery loves company but damn, I hope you won't be joining me. It sucks here under my rock.

Damn, I'm sorry P. So very sorry.

Please oh fertility gods let P. be an urban legend preggers after -HPT hero.

 
At 9:07 PM, Anonymous Manuela said...

Bloody fucking hell.

Bloody.

Fucking.

Hell.

 
At 9:26 PM, Blogger Alli said...

I'm so sorry - and I'm hoping your next test result is positive.

 
At 9:53 PM, Blogger Karen said...

I'm so sorry, and still hoping for a blood test reprieve.

 
At 9:54 PM, Blogger moo said...

Fuck. I am so sorry, Ms. P. Hoping for better news on Saturday.

 
At 10:20 PM, Blogger DeadBug said...

Oh, no. No. No. No.

I am so sorry.

--Bugs

 
At 11:46 PM, Blogger amyesq said...

There are not enough swear words in the universe.

 
At 12:20 AM, Blogger Sparkle said...

Bloody hell, this is devastating, hope it's wrong.

 
At 2:04 AM, Blogger Avonlea said...

I'm hoping it was a faulty test, you tested too soon, you drank too much the night before and deluted your hcg concentration - it's got to be something... It's got to be.

If not, FUCK!!!!!!! CURSE THE UNIVERSE!!!

 
At 4:38 AM, Blogger Fertile Soul said...

I'm so sorry P. I hope it's wrong. You don't deserve this.

I'm sorry.

 
At 4:59 AM, Blogger linda said...

Damn, I am hoping that it's just too early or you got a shitty POAS. I am still rooting for you girl. ((hugs))

 
At 7:28 AM, Blogger MC said...

No. I'm hoping it's too early or a dud test.

 
At 7:59 AM, Blogger Twisted Ovaries said...

I am so sorry. I confess to be in the "maybe Saturday's test will turn things around" crowd.

But I'm ready with the virtual alcohol, and I am so sorry.

 
At 10:40 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

zvI'm sorry. I hope you get a different result on Saturday.

 
At 5:16 PM, Blogger Vivien said...

I can't add much to all that. If I had something useful to say, I would. The only thing I can think of is - prepare wine, and a hot bath and a bit of self love in case Saturday's result is no different.
Big, tearful hugs. Life can be so crap.

 
At 7:13 PM, Blogger Chee Chee said...

Oh shit! I am so so sorry.

 
At 11:19 PM, Blogger Avonlea said...

I hope you are hanging in there. I'll be checking constantly on Saturday.

 
At 11:35 PM, Blogger Lisa said...

Nononononononononono! I'm just so very angry at the unfairness of it all and so very sad for you. I'll be here with everyone else refreshing constantly until their is an update and I'll be thinking about you.

 
At 11:36 PM, Blogger Lisa said...

Ack! I was too distraught to even spell "there" right!

 
At 2:11 AM, Blogger Vacant Uterus said...

Oh, P. I don't even know what to say. It's bloody awful, is what it is.

 

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