Pamplemousse

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Thursday, November 15, 2007

Not Over Yet

One person unsubscribed from me this week on Bloglines. Too many swear words? Not enough pregnancy action??

Well, we are not out of the shite yet.

I had another HCG draw taken on Tuesday. I got the phone call today to go back into the clinic next week as my HCG is rising. It went from 117 on Thursday to 203 on this Tuesday past.

This, despite the fact that I stopped all the estrogen and PIO on Thursday and have been bleeding like billy-o since Monday this week.

As Father Jack would say....feck, feck, feck.

Shall we have a sweepie (what would you Yanks call it...a pool??) on it being a 2nd ectopic?? Place your bets.

I am so over this already.

36 Comments:

At 12:46 PM, Blogger Katrina said...

Aw crap. I really really really hope that ectopic is not the case. I am so sorry that this won't end.

 
At 1:18 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oh god. The blows don't stop coming.

Alchemilla

 
At 1:41 PM, Anonymous calliope said...

FECK!

 
At 1:44 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

As if what you've already been through, the hopes raised and dashed, weren't well and truly enough. C'mon, universe, this lady needs a break!

Shelley

 
At 1:46 PM, Anonymous mm said...

Feck is right. Argh!

 
At 1:49 PM, Blogger Beagle said...

Oh P, you deserve so much better than this. I agree, the universe owes you a break! (Sadly it's not about what we're owed or deserve, is it?)

You remain in my thoughts . . .

 
At 1:58 PM, Anonymous Flicka said...

Well, the unsubscriber wasn't me!

Ugh, ectopic. I couldn't be happier to lose a pool and be wrong about it.

 
At 2:04 PM, Blogger Jenbuster said...

Good lord. Ectopic. Shite. I promise not to unsubscribe!

 
At 2:30 PM, Blogger Tertia said...

Ectopic! Feck! Those bits of yours down there have the worst sense of direction I've seen since, well, mine. You need to have some signs put up saying "IMPLANT HERE" and others in the general tube area that says "KEEP OFF THE GRASS".

Sorry dear heart. I really hope it isn't a bloody ectopic.

 
At 2:50 PM, Blogger DD said...

The Svedes say Fan.

I think FUCK fits the bill quite nicely.

 
At 3:10 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

Oy vay. This sucks big hairy donkey balls... I am so sorry. Keeping you in my thoughts and prayers.
Janie

 
At 4:01 PM, Anonymous Lynnette said...

Just what you needed. I'm sorry this crap is never ending for you. Damn I wish we could just go out and get a drink together.

 
At 6:57 PM, Blogger millie said...

Jeez. I know you worship me and want to copy every little thing I do, but this is a bit much.

What the fuckity fuck? This sooooo is not what is supposed to happen.

 
At 8:08 PM, Blogger Thalia said...

Bollocks, P, your insides need a good talking to. Very much hoping it's not an ectopic.

 
At 8:12 PM, Blogger Summer said...

Awww crap! I'm speechless.

 
At 8:59 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I'm confused. That does sound like an ectopic but didn't they see a sac in the uterus?
Bummer!

 
At 10:22 PM, Anonymous Kath said...

Feck indeed, dear Pamplemousse. This is beyond awful. I'm hoping so hard it's not another ectopic.

 
At 10:49 PM, Blogger Amyesq said...

You have got to be fucking KIDDING me!!!

 
At 12:45 AM, Anonymous Joy said...

That bites. I really hope not. Thanks for your thoughts on the methotrexate - I went for surgery instead. What has my left Fallopian tube done for me lately except break my heart? Just home from hospital now with Vic in hand.
I am walking with you through the shite.

 
At 12:50 AM, Blogger Kami said...

That is insane. I am sorry for this special kind of torture.

 
At 2:41 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I had a similar thing happen. Two months after methotrexate, I conceived healthy twins through IVF.

 
At 3:04 AM, Blogger Jess said...

Aw, geesh.

I hope it's not a second ectopic...I, too, am a little confused about the fact that there was a sac and yet that really does sound ectopic?

Ugh. I'm sorry.

 
At 3:32 AM, Blogger moo said...

Feck, Fan, Fuck. Whatever.

Hoping for the best. I'm awful sorry that you have to go through this, P.

Hugs from Moo

 
At 3:43 AM, Blogger Sara said...

Bloody hell. That absolutely bites. I'm really sorry that the suckfest insists on continuing well past its scheduled end.

Good luck at the doctor. I really hope it's not an ectopic.

 
At 2:00 PM, Anonymous T said...

Gee that sounds like fun! Fuckers. Sorry P. Two embryos and one at least was in the ute right? Hoping over here, shit man - what suckage.

 
At 4:58 PM, Blogger chris said...

Well feck. Of course.

 
At 4:29 AM, Blogger tonya said...

There is no word strong enough to describe, so feck will have to suffice. I hope things get better, and SOON.

 
At 2:03 PM, Blogger Lut C. said...

Boy, do I wish I could ask you if you were kidding.

 
At 7:22 PM, Blogger linda said...

God this is one helluva white knuckleride. I can't imagine that this is an ectopic because if they can see the sac, they should be able to ascertain the location as well. I say keep taking the PIO to help it along and see what happens. I am thinking of you sweetie. I so hope this little bean pulls through.

 
At 7:23 PM, Blogger linda said...

Oh crap. I get it now. You might have had both implant and there might be a hidden ectopic.

Feck, feck, feck....!

 
At 10:56 PM, Blogger zhl said...

Unbelievable, and another feck from me. So sorry, P. I hope you don't have to go through mexo hell again.

 
At 9:34 PM, Anonymous Avonlea said...

"Feck?" Lost in translation on me. Fuck the universe for playing games with you like this - enough already.

 
At 12:26 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I keep checking to hope all is well, and assuming no news is bad news. Please correct me.

 
At 2:11 PM, Blogger Katie said...

I've been thinking of you a lot. All my love...

 
At 3:59 PM, Blogger gold star said...

this is a struggle of epic proportions. you, love, really deserve something wonderful and right fucking quick. please give yourself the things you most enjoy.

so many of us out here holding you up from afar. my best to you.

 
At 4:18 PM, Blogger JennaM said...

Aw, honey. I've got nothing of any help whatsoever.

Just sending my best thoughts and wishes...

xoxo
JennaM

 

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