Pamplemousse

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Friday, October 26, 2007

11dp3dt AKA Rinse and Repeat

Mr P went back to work this morning so I knew I had the day to myself to wail.

Yes, I tested and if you wonder why the title, I refer you back to this time last year.

Nuff said.

41 Comments:

At 4:32 PM, Anonymous Joy said...

So sorry. That sucks.

 
At 4:40 PM, Anonymous Laura in L.A. said...

Oh, honey, I'm so sorry. Two DE cycles haven't worked for me either; I don't want you to feel all alone. Love to you.

 
At 4:46 PM, Blogger Melissa said...

I am sorry. I empathize with what you are feeling. I have had 3 fresh DE cycles, and one frozen, and my only success was an ectopic pregnancy. I feel the pain all over again with you...

 
At 5:01 PM, Anonymous orodemniades said...

Crap.

I'm so freakin' sorry.

 
At 5:01 PM, Blogger DD said...

I was so sure this was going to work...I needed this to work for you, as selfish and pighearted as that sounds.

Sonofafuckbiscuit.

 
At 5:02 PM, Anonymous Jenn said...

I'm so sorry.

 
At 5:31 PM, Blogger millie said...

Fucky fucky fuck FUCK.

So. WRONG.

 
At 5:40 PM, Blogger Susie said...

I am so sorry.

 
At 6:50 PM, Anonymous mm said...

Fucking fuck. So sorry.

 
At 6:54 PM, Anonymous amanda said...

Shit. I'm so very sorry. Thinking of you.

 
At 7:05 PM, Blogger Tertia said...

This is so fucking unfair.

I am so sorry.

xxxxxxxx

 
At 7:13 PM, Blogger Beagle said...

Oh P., I'm so very sorry. You are in my thoughts.

 
At 7:28 PM, Blogger Heather said...

Damn.

I'm sorry, Sweetie.

 
At 7:48 PM, Blogger Michelle said...

Very sorry to read this news. Just wanted you to know that one more person is sad with you and your DH.

 
At 8:13 PM, Blogger Thalia said...

Oh fucking hell. I am so sorry, Ms P. Very very sad news indeed.

 
At 8:26 PM, Anonymous T said...

Fuck - nooooooooooooo!! Oh fucking boo hoo, gggggrrrrrr - ay, fuck. So sad. I'm so sorry lovey. Shit.

 
At 9:45 PM, Blogger MsPrufrock said...

Oh P, I'm so, so, dreadfully sorry.

Fuck.

Thinking of you, dear.

 
At 9:48 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I am another one with two failed donor cycles behind, and so have some sense of the misery. I am so sorry. I wanted this so much for you, just as I've wanted it for me.
So very very sorry.

 
At 10:31 PM, Anonymous B. Mare said...

Ugh. I logged on to check and it took forever to download the page and I was really hoping...sick with disappointment for you. Know I may not be not top choice of ideal company at the moment but if you want to come through any time & drink wine & weep, you are very welcome. Or just phone. Hugs meantime.

 
At 11:17 PM, Anonymous Flicka said...

I'm so sorry, hun. This just isn't fair.

 
At 11:55 PM, Anonymous pixi said...

Oh man, I just don't want to believe it. I was so hoping for you.

 
At 12:01 AM, Blogger Suz said...

I'm so sorry and I'm thinking of you.

 
At 12:33 AM, Blogger DeadBug said...

Oh, man. I couldn't be more sorry to read this. I was wanting this for you so very much.

You are in my thoughts,
Bugs

 
At 1:30 AM, Blogger M said...

Fuck, I'm so very, very sorry... it just isn't fair... x

 
At 2:57 AM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

I never curse, and I just let loose with a long loud stream when I read your news. I am so sorry sweetie. I was wanting this for you so much... so very, very much. It is not fair. I weep with you. I wish I could do something. (((hug))) Janie

 
At 5:36 AM, Blogger Pamela Jeanne said...

Thinking of you, and wishing you strength...

 
At 6:00 AM, Anonymous Jitters said...

Ugh. I am sorry. Fuck.

 
At 7:11 AM, Blogger Jess said...

Aw, damnit. I hate it, I hate hate HATE it.

:(

 
At 10:10 AM, Blogger Stephanie Jean-Louis said...

Ditto what everyone else has said. Thinking of you.

 
At 10:19 AM, Anonymous Boulder said...

Well, fuck. I was really hoping beyond all hope for this cycle for you two.

Wail away. And try to find a great (BIG) bottle of wine to do it with, ok?

 
At 1:13 PM, Blogger Amyesq said...

DAMMIT!!! Ah crap. I am so sorry. I do hope you are wailing. Anything I can do/you need from So Cal just give me a holler.

 
At 5:07 PM, Blogger Summer said...

Crap, crap, crap! This is just so wrong.

I'm sorry.

 
At 7:24 PM, Anonymous Anonymous said...

My heart breaks for you. I hate it that this has happened to you and Mr P. I am so sorry.

Alchemilla

 
At 7:45 PM, Blogger Vivien said...

If there was something I could add . . . fuckit. This is not right, there is no justice and life is FUCKING UNFAIR.

 
At 9:05 PM, Blogger Katie said...

Today I was supposed to be out of the house all day to study, and then suddenly I thought of you and had to come home to check your blog. Shit. Shitshitshitshit. I think the other ladies have got it right: life is so unfair. It's just not right. I want to be there with you now. I'm really quite angry with God right now. All my love.

 
At 12:38 AM, Blogger Erin said...

I'm so very sorry.

 
At 12:40 AM, Anonymous Lynnette said...

I'm sorry...I don't even know what to say...

 
At 4:51 AM, Blogger tonya said...

I was SO much wishing for a different outcome. You are in my thoughts.

 
At 6:37 AM, Blogger linda said...

Makes me want to kick the doctor for not letting you guys put in more. Arrrghhh!!!!

 
At 8:07 AM, Blogger Sara said...

That sucks beyond belief. Sucks sucks sucks sucks. I'm so sorry.

 
At 9:54 PM, Anonymous Ovagirl said...

Oh no no no. P I am so sorry. It's completely shithouse and totally unfair. Thinking of you. xxx

 

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