Enough already!

OK dudes, enough is enough. I am driving myself fruit loops with this constant whinging and negativity. So what if people are getting PG right, left and centre? So what if my boss hates me this week? So what if I have to attend my second funeral in 2 weeks tomorrow? Enough!!

I am doing an Oprah and counting my blessings and kicking myself up the arse all at the same time. I WILL drag myself out of this slump. I am knitting myself a whole new attitude.

a) If I ovulated freakishly early for me, the bright side is that I won't have to take that nasty-arse Provera to kick off the upcoming IVF. Result!

b) Funerals are great for catching up with old friends and relatives you have not seen for years and booze is always served at the traditional "cup of tea" afterward. Result!

c) My boss...hmm. I will have to think on that one for a little bit.

d) I have the chance to do IVF more than once, which is often a whole lot more than other people ever get to do. I can afford it and I can withstand it physically. If it doesn't work, I will have given it my best shot and that is all I can do.

e) Time to dig out the yoga mat. It has been gathering dust since the last IVF. Time to crank up the olde mind-body connection. I also ordered that Anji meditation/guided imagery CD to magic up a little deep breathing voodoo.

O-kaaay! I came over a little Tomkat there but it is all good. I am going to get through this.